GoT tO wRiTe SoMeThInG

ok... it's been long since i've post... jon's in the blogging industry now...XD and i dowan to lose to him, that's why i'm sort of like forcing myself to write something.
Well, today is New Year, so Happy New Year everyone! Went out with my bf at nite, we went for dinner (actually he went for dinner), and we drank sparkling juice in the car. He 'corn' me by saying it's wine. and then he fetch me back to hostel.
End of story, haha lame rite, well i'm learning to cut things short, because i know if my post is too long, no one bothers. haha so why bother writing so long in the first page. See ya all tomorrow. BB XD

PaSsIoN

Finally, something that i feel passionate enough to share with you. I first heard of this book through one of my college mate, who told me that this book has recieve good reviews on the net. Well, at first listening from my friend, i don't feel strongly towards it, therefore by that time, i do not have the urge to buy the book to read it. yet.

Then a few days before i need to go to work, i've decided to buy a book to read, due to my experience, that working at that office would be boring and i would most probably finished the work that was assign to me in a jiffy. The first book that came into my mind, was twilight, well, that was the only book that caught my sight when i step into the bookstore. I know that the book come in a series, but i've decided not to take my chances of buying all the books at once because i'm not sure, how well i can accept it. And also, i don't have the fund to buy all 4 books at once.

Well, one things for sure... I LOVE IT!!! Within 3 days i finised the first book, and before i could finish the first book, i went to the same bookshop again to get the second book. When i went there, i got 'eclipse' and 'breaking dawn' but there was no 'new moon' on display. Believe it or not, i got worried, and even panic, so i ask the bookshop worker whether they have it or not. As it always happen whenever you are so desperate in getting something, it is always not there!!! i was so desperate until i ask them to call the other branch to ask if they have it there. and THANK GOD THEY DO!!!

I rush to that bookshop to get it. hoping that it was not the last copy there, and that someone would be quicker than me by a step. The other bookshop was totally at the other end of it. it was like travelling from east to west just to get a BOOK! ( My mom would totally give me a scolding if she found out). But, it's passion. People normally go overboard for their passion. And i'm one of them, just like my dad would go all the way to Singapore just to get a toy tank. Like father like daughter, and i love the feeling of it. It somehow makes me feel that i'm his little girl. My mom probably would not understand it, because she dun share how we feel about our passion. It's better than hearing everyone telling you how you look like your dad.

AND OF COURSE...TWILIGHT SAGA IS THE BEST!!!

TiMeLeSs

hmmm, the word timeless, wat does it means to you? of course, i would prefer this version of meaning, in which i got from one of the korean song, in which after hearing it for the first time, i immediately fell in love with it. Although i din't grasp the true meaning of the song, but the female voice within this song somehow capture my attention and for a very long time too, and not to mention, the music video itself are (2 parts of it) so touching that it send goosebump thru ur whole body. Well most of my friends love it too, so i'll like to share it with u guys how the word timeless is perceived in this context.
Erm, shall we look at the korean romanji lyrics first? haha here it goes

TIMELESS (KOREAN VERSION)
andweyo nar nohaborimyon
himdurodo yogi do momulloyo
jogumman do borsu idamyon
namun sarang mankhum usoborthende
TIMELESS ibyorun anijyo
hanbone sarmiramyon jigum phuninde
HOLD TIGHT BABY
TIMELESS igasume mudoyo
sungane yorbyong chorom jamshiman aphur phunini
WE BOTH AGREE
THIS IS TIMESS LOVE

Lol, guess this won't help much in explaining what it actually means rite? but it is so damn useful for those who want to sing along. And now for the english version of the lyric.

TIMELESS (ENGLISH VERSION)

No, you can't let me go.
Even though it's hard, stay longer
If I can see you a bit more,
I'd smile for the rest of our love.

Timeless, this isn't a goodbye.
If it's one lefe, it's now, hold tight baby
Timeless, put it in your heart,
It'll just hurt for a while, just like the flu
We both agree,
This is timeless love...

I leave with the whole world (I try)
Will the sadness leave as well?
You called me because you missed me,
The pain inside my heart will heal

Swallowing the thousand tears,
Will I find out by then (will I?)
Hold my hand don't leave

Timeless, this isn't a goodbye,
If it's one life, it's now, hold tight baby
Timeless, put it in your heart,
It'll just hurt for a while, just like the flu
We both agree,
This is timeless love...

Short but meaningful lyrics. Timeless love, or eternal love, are always there. This song somehow depicts that no matter if the one u love is no longer there for u... the love is still there, but it is no longer sweet, but bitter, but we will still heal from it, rather than dwelling deeper into it... well, that's something we need time to learn XD and yes, u can't learn it within one nite, but through a very very very long period of time... but don't u think it is worth it?

MiSsInG...

After so long, finally, i found the mood to write something here again. Again, I MISS HOME.
Due to final exam, i've decided to stay in hostel for three weeks without going back, the purpose, to study, study and study. But unlike last time, i can't manage to concentrate much in my studies. maybe it is because of the changes in environment, and probably it is because my laptop is tempting me every second every minute whenever i sit down infront of my study table preparing to tackle down each and everyone of my syllabus. During this period of time i'll be in the world of books, where all i can see is book, talk book, and probably listen book, but for this sem, something changed me. I have become more relax when it comes to exam. Somehow, the answer is within me, why did this happen, but i can't admit it loud and clear because this is the path i choose. Maybe everything seems perfect now, but deep down in my heart, it might not be wat i wanted. but wat can i do...? I've come this far... i can't give up now and waste everyone's effort rite? How i wish, my heart is as tough as steel, but no... i need to think about others too. I'm tired of striving for the best in exams, i've miss so many things along the way. In a way, exam is a waste of time, because it stop you from doing the most important thing, such as being with ur family.
It wouldn't be exaggerating to say that, due to exam i've become emotionless. All i do is reading from a book, wat emotion can i get? Well, probably a worried look whenever there is something i dun understand or i dun seem to remember. And it affects my reading behaviour for the rest of the day, in which i might not be able to concentrate on other subjects.
But nevertheless, no matter wat results i've achieved, i've done my best, and there is nothing i can change anymore. So gambateh and all the best!!!

iNdEpEnDaNt

The first step into college is equivalent to the first step of independent. And all these while, everyone thought that it was great that i finally could be independant. Although i dun admit dat i'm 100% independant, but at least i have achieved already 50 % of it, and it is consider as a big leap for me. From being a person who don't know how to wash clothes, a spoil brat that don't have to clean her own room or tidy her bed after she sleep, i can say that i've changed. Although being independant is a good trait but somehow people can get tired of being independant.
Maybe there are some of you out there that do not agree with me. But honestly, i hate being independant always. If everyone is able to be independant, then the word dependant wouldn't have been introduced at all. Sometimes, people need to depend on other people. I need to depend on someone too. But, whenever i look around, i'm alone. I'm not whining on cleaning the room or anything, it's just sometime, my heart feel tired too... and i really want to depend on some. I'm human too u know...
I'm tired of being always independant...let alone, most of the time being independant means that you dun need anyone and that you will be alone, and being a libra it's hard to cope with lonliness. Being independant somehow shows that you dun need other people to understand you, you are fine by urself, and you are better off without anybody. And somehow, people around you will think the same thing too, and will tend to mix around with you lesser. Hence, how can all these be good? Maybe others perception towards independent differs from mine, and some might not agree with what i say here, but this is how i feel. I wish there was someone there who could let me depend on...Rather than the way around... People depend on me... but who can i depend on? Can anyone give me answers...?
If i had a chance, i really hope that time could go back and change who i am now... not being an independant person....

MeiLiniZation?

MeiLiniZation...
Definitely not a big word you will encounter in your studies
It's just something that my friends came up with to generalize all my funny gestures...
That's the best i can come up with...will share with you guys later the details of it, or maybe my friends can provide a better example than me
2 am in the morning and there's nothing left for me to do than staring at my laptop deciding what can i do next...so i decided to take a look at my friends blogs...well at least it involve doing something, so i decide to create my own blog too...and live my life as a blogger XD (hopefully it'll last long enough)
All my friends blog. Well, at least most of them. I'm really curious what was the attraction there since one of my friend would rather blog than to chat with me! You know who you are XD! Hence, i've decided to give it a try and find out the answer for myself. Reading other people's blog might be fun, but when it comes to writing... blank. It is harder than coming out with a 1000 word assignment due to we will be pouring out our thoughts to people that you might not know. But nonetheless, there is always exception and changes, i guess by blogging, it somehow help you to enhance your confidence and somehow it allows us to share. LOL, getting late and i'm talking crap. I better end here before i starts to give lecture like a lecturer XD.
But to all my bloggers friends, yoroshikun ^^, i'm stepping into your lifestyle now, wakaka you'll be seeing me around now. XD just hope that my affection towards it don't die off
-signing out. MeiLin