tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-44318560078857325782024-03-12T18:25:58.739-07:00MeiLinization XDmeilinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04712094814504355882noreply@blogger.comBlogger17125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4431856007885732578.post-53624124045089629672009-11-30T02:56:00.000-08:002009-11-30T03:02:40.772-08:00hmmm suddenly feel like writing something again... probably because i'm soooooooo stress out... it's coming to an end though... everything in college... the busy days with assignment... the need to study for exams and finals... the days where u can decided whether u want to attend classes or not... hmmm hate to admit it... but i think i'll really miss this life...<div> i've been telling myself to appreciate it now because time will never go back for us... i try to enjoy every moment and every second of it nowadays... but then again... with this kind of thinking... i always tend to slack when i do my work... i can't seem to complete what i'm doing this few days... which is really ruining my mood...</div><div> everyone are motivated to go to UK but not me... i wanna go... but i just dun have to energy to put in effort for it...but... i enjoy my life now... not that stress anymore, even i always say that i'm stress, because it has become a habit d... but wth... i will grasp wat i have now before it all end next year... </div><div><br /></div><div>*note to myself : dun think about assignment too much... it will fall in place too in the end... just enjoy what i have now before it all ends... </div>meilinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04712094814504355882noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4431856007885732578.post-25001500947104582772009-09-28T03:08:00.000-07:002009-09-28T03:19:32.361-07:00HoLiDaYs!!!!Believe it or not, i finally manage to fulfill my holiday resolution! But the feeling is so different from how i was expecting to feel. hahaha wanna know wat's my holiday resolution? Hahaha you would not believe it. MY HOLIDAY RESOLUTION IS TO BE ABLE TO LIE DOWN ONE WHOLE DAY ON BED AND IF POSSIBLE TO GROW ROOTS AND BEAR FRUIT XD.<br /> <br /> Of course, the bearing fruit and growing root part are unreal.well, it's just i wanna have a very very long sleep and rest. because i've been lacking it in the past semester... but then...instead... it comes with a side effect...<br /><br /> I don't know if anyone is similar like me... i have the tendency to get very hungry after i wake up... so it's like.... the more i sleep the more i eat... and not to forget the more tired i will get... and instinctively... my brain is telling me that it is very very UNHEALTHY... so... resolution consider fail i guessed XDmeilinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04712094814504355882noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4431856007885732578.post-70787975058767204842009-09-21T08:14:00.000-07:002009-09-21T08:29:08.059-07:00Argh!!!! just saw this particular blog that make me super angry!!! i mean SUPER SUPER angry!!! To be honest, i never felt so annoyed in my life. Well, yes, watever a person write in her blog, it's none of my business, but again, i hope someone can knock some senses into her!!! Because she's seriously becoming an annoying fucking bitch!!! Oh, and not to mention, i dun even know her. To hate someone that you don't even know, that person must be freaking annoying or bithcy.<br /><br /> FIRST OF ALL, WAT'S YOUR PROBLEM???!!! YOU ARE SO NOT GONNA SURVIVE IF/ ONCE MALAYSIA TURNS INTO A FREE COUNTRY!!! WHAT THE HECK!!! WAT DOES LESBIANS HOLD AGAINST YOU!!! haiz, i'm being overreacting, but what the heck, people has the right to choose what they like or love. Like hyun joong oppa always say, 'life is only one shot'! we should live as we like, and do things that we like or will never regret. I've respect all the lesbian and gays that i have seen, because they are nicest person in the world. They might be even nicer than a normal couple! So stop dissing! You make me feel so embarrassed, and to think that i was once in the same school with you.<br /><br /> PLEASE, OPEN UP YOUR MIND, AND LEARN TO ACCEPT OTHERS! IF NOT YOU WILL DIE IN THIS REALISTIC WORLD.meilinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04712094814504355882noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4431856007885732578.post-77349648587157081362009-09-09T08:55:00.001-07:002009-09-09T09:01:05.729-07:00JuSt A tHoUgHtHihi!! Finally, i've came back!! As usual, i have nothing to write today... Nothing much to share... because... its exam week!!! i've notice that i've only touch my blog during exam... lame... and even though, i have nothing to write at all...<br /><br /> Been seeing some of the blogs belonging to my frens, and my roommates. argh, how can they produce tons and tons of blogs entry, when i can't even produce one. And on top of that, they have much more things to share than me!!! haiz!!!<br /><br /> I have to start changing my lifestyle, have to learn to enjoy life and capture every moment of it. i'm taking my first step though! Going to Genting with my frens this coming Tuesday, can't wait to spend time with them!<br /><br /> Tuesday ah, u faster come la, my heart is racing damn fast, by just having the thought of you. I SIMPLY ADORE YOU! PLEASE DON'T DISAPPOINT ME!!!meilinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04712094814504355882noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4431856007885732578.post-47801844758404006802009-04-03T04:53:00.000-07:002009-04-03T05:14:58.935-07:00rAiNy DaYsah... i have no idea wat season it is now but it is raining non-stop. (i'm so sure it's not rainy season yet...) But it's not really a big deal since raining has been something common in Malaysia.<br /><br />I've love the rain since i was young, because it's all cooling and wet. Running in the rain always makes me excited, eventhough the aftermath of it is i'll get all wet and everything feel soggy and it just make me unpresentable( the effects differ from ppl, some might look sexy XD). It's even better if it rains in the morning and especially on Sunday, where u get to sleep in and the rain makes ur room a bit cooling. By then, your bed will be your heaven, and you would not want to leave it even though you're having a date after one hour.<br /><br />But everything has it's downpour sometimes. Lately, i've learn to hate rain as well... it's really troublesome. First of all, it wet ur clothes. I'm not talking about the clothes you're wearing. It's the clothes you're hanging out to dry. See, i'm a lazy person, no doubt. I always feel lazy to take in my clothes and i'll always dily-deli and will ended up taking my clothes in when i desperately need to do my second batch of laundry. and whenever that day comes, it'll rain heavily. and when i get back from work, everything will be drench wet and needs to stay on the dryer longer. but of course, because of the huge amount in my second batch laundry, i have no choice but to take it in, away from where they are suppose to be. Well, like the saying, desperate situation takes desperate measure. And ta-da, my hair dryer will be there to save the day.<br /><br />I'LL USE MY HAIRDRYER TO BLOW DRY MY CLOTHES!!!!<br /><br />I know nobody does that, and i seriously dunno why nobody does that, but i find it useful sometimes. i just sit there, on my hairdryer, and start blowing all my shirts. and well, for some material it dries up pretty quickly, but for others, it's a bit slow, so i'll just leave it in my room and let the fan continues this faithful duty. HAHAHAH, whenever i think about it.... i couldn't believe it, that i've just used MOI HAIRDRYER TO BLOW DRY MY CLOTHING, AND SERIOUSLY, IT WORKS!!!meilinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04712094814504355882noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4431856007885732578.post-55791700303584534722009-03-11T20:33:00.000-07:002009-03-11T20:47:33.846-07:00NeUtRaLthat is how i feel now... neutral... not happy and not sad... just in between of it...<br /> Nothing's been going on in my life nowadays... even when we go out for shooting... it's just ok... because i never get to do anything... i like to call myself the equipment girl, at least i get to carry equipment. Or probably, i look like a nanny or something like dat because all the guys are running around chasing after stars and time, while i just sit there and stare at them...because all the position is fill up, and i have nothing to do...<br /> In the office, well, at least i get to do some typing and stuff. but it's really little. so again, i spend my time in the office spacing out and stare again out of the window... LOL i can consider myself as an expert in staring now... because i've been spending so much time doing it that i think i have already master this particular 'skill'.<br /> Oh, and not to forget, i'm also a driver to my fren. Although he's been threatening me by saying he wanna fire me, and always scolds foul language in the car, always frighten me in the car, well, i still seek comfort in it, because it makes me un-neutral. because he makes me laugh. I MEAN LAUGH OUT LOUD (LOL), ROLL ON FLOOR LAUGH (ROFL). of course i dun roll in my car la. and i can laugh like from ampang to wangsa maju, and ppl keep staring out of their car window at me! and I LIKE IT!! wanna do something crazy!!! anyone has any idea wat i can do to color up my life?? XDmeilinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04712094814504355882noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4431856007885732578.post-8838469169768700022009-02-01T01:35:00.001-08:002009-02-01T01:42:49.960-08:00I'm A LoSeRit's been like so long d, i've only manage to write like 10 post in my blog, T.T i can even count using my finger. Jon in the other hand, wrote line 30 over post. seriously, this blog thing is not working for me, whenever i have the inspiration to write, i will lost it immediately after sitting infront of it. I'll be thinking, 'this sux, so lame'<br /> yes, my life is lame, haha if i were to blog everyday, it won't be a blog anymore, instead, it'll be like an educational discussion board, by putting down or doing short notes on wat the lecturer have taught everyday.<br /> I'm still searching for that adventure though, the one in which i can go thru it myself, and probably write a story book about it. like wat frodo baggins go thru, but of course la, i dun expect to duel with magician or running away from troll and all that, just something out of the ordinary. because seriously, this type of things just dun happen in my hostel room. unless... well, someone is willing to take me to a journey XD.<br /> last exam paper ler, no mood to study... T.T i've given up on A's and aiming only pass from now on, life is so much simpler and easier and more relaxing. compare to last time. haha, working life is coming! to good part is no more exam!!! yeah!!! the down part would, i have no idea wat i'm putting myself into. XD new environment, new working method... seriously hope everythings goes well...meilinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04712094814504355882noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4431856007885732578.post-89636353971299175972009-01-22T17:33:00.000-08:002009-01-22T17:52:37.922-08:00nOtHiNg MuChFinally~~~~ the exam is ova!!! i mean for this week la~~~ still got one more paper after chinese new year, but that could wait! need to prepare for chinese new year!!! SERIOUSLY NEED A HAIR CUT!!! but it'll be like so expensive everywhere now. I'll just have to see wat i can do.<br />Went out yesterday with my fren. Hmmmm i notice, ppl from Klang are so much nicer. hehe :p. haha, i mean, i'm from klang, i'll definitely feel more comfortable with ppl from klang, because our way of thinking are almost the same. i think. hehe but anyway, went out with my fren to KLCC, haha, and notice, i don't have wait normal girls have. the instinct to shop!! She was looking thru and trying clothes, but i was looking around and commenting on it. Nice clothes are always expensive, those that you can afford, well, you should know. You get wat u pay for.<br />well, even though i dunno how to shop, i enjoy going out with her, i mean, she's the type of energetic person which is nice to talk to. Although after exam all of us are like so~~~ tired. but oh well, at least i'm not stuck in the hostel like always. and i really miss going out with fren, miss them a lot, very long no see them le, always busy busy busy... haiz, it's hard to secure between friendship, and work and not to mention love. but will need to try to learn it.<br />Internship is starting next sem le... i won't have much time to see him le i guess, if there is OT, which i'm pretty sure there will be. haiz, i know myself, i can't concentrate two things at one time. even though i put lover in the first place, but naturally, it will look like i will choose work more. but wat to do... he's pushing me to work oso... just hope in the end if i marry my work... he dun regret.meilinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04712094814504355882noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4431856007885732578.post-89366679218388620732009-01-08T07:08:00.000-08:002009-01-08T07:19:22.030-08:00tRiBuTe To JoNLOL jon, this is especially for you...<br />haha, since in one of ur post u ask about how ppl think about you? well, let me answer it all here. (if i can manage to remember everything).<br />and another reason is... yeah... just wanna find something to write.<br /><br />高攀不起 well, this word is, yeah suitable for you when i first saw you... when i was sitting opposite of you during the post mortem thingy, when i was first elected. LOL, i was cursing underneath my breath. HAHA ESPECIALLY UR FACIAL EXPRESSION!!!<br /><br />But yeah, after knowing you, it's all well different. From 高攀不起, you become 可爱体贴. haha, is that good enough to describe you. Well, it's really hard to get angry at you, well although i do get angry with you sometimes. lol, need i mention on what matter? yeah... i bet you know it. haha but other than that, you're a great friend, and most important of all, you're my bo-or-ring partner! can't find a person as lame and as boring as you, other than me of course.<br /><br />you are also very 三八 sometimes, especially in msn... LOL. huh... i can't remember anything d... lol... well anyway... for my conclusion, you're a good person, great friend... so that's all, i'll put in ur comment if i remember anything XDmeilinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04712094814504355882noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4431856007885732578.post-90338525910191340012009-01-03T08:12:00.000-08:002009-01-03T08:20:28.860-08:00rEaLiZeMy cousin send me a link to her blog, and ask me to read it when i'm free. (Seriously, do i give all you the impression that i'm busy always????) And i was SHOCKED!!!<br /><br /> As you all know, my blog is always boring and long, and it's like extra assignment and stuff. Some of you would immediately lost interest just by entering into this webpage. Ok, back to my point, MY COUSIN'S BLOG REALLY SHOCK ME!!!<br /><br /> Don't get me wrong here, it's not like she got any obscene photos or anything, it's just the way she writes it, hah! and i tot i know my cousin well all these while.<br /><br /> The short forms she used, omg, i din't expect her to come out with all these, it's totally up to date, and her English, well i dare say, her's will be better than mine when she reach my age. I feel sad and disappointed at myself after seeing her blog...<br /><br /> And hers is brief and easy to understand, not like mine long and boring. D= Mine sound so traditional... its sad to think about it... it makes me feel old...<br /><br /> But anyways, its good she started blogging. i get to know her more like dat, because i like only get to chat with her during CNY because other times, i'll be busy or she'll be busy. so... hope to hear more from you...meilinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04712094814504355882noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4431856007885732578.post-65388110931296605932009-01-01T21:25:00.000-08:002009-01-01T21:32:15.198-08:00ThE aLLeN aNd CrAiG sHoWWell, the first time i see their youtubes was because of the Twilight Trailer, hehe, and trust me, T.H.E.Y A.R.E H.I.L.A.R.I.O.U.S!!! hahaha<br /><br />but some of my friends don't like it, but i dunno, i watch their trailer spoofs, their own show, it was great!!! they are great as an editor, as cameraman and also as script writer, although not much script is provided. (Allen is cute).<br /><br />i dunno, but everything about them just seems right, their accent is cool, haha, especially in on episode where they are teasing each other about their accent.<br /><br />Well, practically, Allen is like the cool guy in there, which tries to get his friend into trouble, while Craig, is just plain cute. haha. well, for those who are interested, just go to youtube, and search for the Allen and Craig Show, you'll get my point. XDmeilinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04712094814504355882noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4431856007885732578.post-80802444683564173492008-12-31T09:58:00.000-08:002008-12-31T10:03:37.594-08:00GoT tO wRiTe SoMeThInGok... it's been long since i've post... jon's in the blogging industry now...XD and i dowan to lose to him, that's why i'm sort of like forcing myself to write something.<br /> Well, today is New Year, so Happy New Year everyone! Went out with my bf at nite, we went for dinner (actually he went for dinner), and we drank sparkling juice in the car. He 'corn' me by saying it's wine. and then he fetch me back to hostel.<br /> End of story, haha lame rite, well i'm learning to cut things short, because i know if my post is too long, no one bothers. haha so why bother writing so long in the first page. See ya all tomorrow. BB XDmeilinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04712094814504355882noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4431856007885732578.post-64910895446567223232008-10-18T07:09:00.000-07:002008-10-18T08:23:41.023-07:00PaSsIoN<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiVFtlejTdXHRhGa6Ydd6VmyogeMN2EWb242Qs_Tti0J_l8D50l8ZOrIIa_Sd1s2z_ni3UZzikValm_waqcNE1yGzhKvFUr_wSYwJvs_aWiBLHxaHWyorHSgJTX_DGvAtx4SLYfZFqvRr14/s1600-h/2711115312_fc36387143.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5258514794532538786" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiVFtlejTdXHRhGa6Ydd6VmyogeMN2EWb242Qs_Tti0J_l8D50l8ZOrIIa_Sd1s2z_ni3UZzikValm_waqcNE1yGzhKvFUr_wSYwJvs_aWiBLHxaHWyorHSgJTX_DGvAtx4SLYfZFqvRr14/s320/2711115312_fc36387143.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div>Finally, something that i feel passionate enough to share with you. I first heard of this book through one of my college mate, who told me that this book has recieve good reviews on the net. Well, at first listening from my friend, i don't feel strongly towards it, therefore by that time, i do not have the urge to buy the book to read it. yet. </div><br /><div>Then a few days before i need to go to work, i've decided to buy a book to read, due to my experience, that working at that office would be boring and i would most probably finished the work that was assign to me in a jiffy. The first book that came into my mind, was twilight, well, that was the only book that caught my sight when i step into the bookstore. I know that the book come in a series, but i've decided not to take my chances of buying all the books at once because i'm not sure, how well i can accept it. And also, i don't have the fund to buy all 4 books at once. </div><br /><div>Well, one things for sure... I LOVE IT!!! Within 3 days i finised the first book, and before i could finish the first book, i went to the same bookshop again to get the second book. When i went there, i got 'eclipse' and 'breaking dawn' but there was no 'new moon' on display. Believe it or not, i got worried, and even panic, so i ask the bookshop worker whether they have it or not. As it always happen whenever you are so desperate in getting something, it is always not there!!! i was so desperate until i ask them to call the other branch to ask if they have it there. and THANK GOD THEY DO!!!</div><br /><div>I rush to that bookshop to get it. hoping that it was not the last copy there, and that someone would be quicker than me by a step. The other bookshop was totally at the other end of it. it was like travelling from east to west just to get a BOOK! ( My mom would totally give me a scolding if she found out). But, it's passion. People normally go overboard for their passion. And i'm one of them, just like my dad would go all the way to Singapore just to get a toy tank. Like father like daughter, and i love the feeling of it. It somehow makes me feel that i'm his little girl. My mom probably would not understand it, because she dun share how we feel about our passion. It's better than hearing everyone telling you how you look like your dad. </div><br /><div>AND OF COURSE...TWILIGHT SAGA IS THE BEST!!!</div><br /><div></div>meilinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04712094814504355882noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4431856007885732578.post-76005604827114334342008-10-02T11:02:00.000-07:002008-10-02T11:59:13.151-07:00TiMeLeSshmmm, the word timeless, wat does it means to you? of course, i would prefer this version of meaning, in which i got from one of the korean song, in which after hearing it for the first time, i immediately fell in love with it. Although i din't grasp the true meaning of the song, but the female voice within this song somehow capture my attention and for a very long time too, and not to mention, the music video itself are (2 parts of it) so touching that it send goosebump thru ur whole body. Well most of my friends love it too, so i'll like to share it with u guys how the word timeless is perceived in this context.<br /> Erm, shall we look at the korean romanji lyrics first? haha here it goes<br /><br />TIMELESS (KOREAN VERSION)<br />andweyo nar nohaborimyon<br />himdurodo yogi do momulloyo<br />jogumman do borsu idamyon<br />namun sarang mankhum usoborthende<br />TIMELESS ibyorun anijyo<br />hanbone sarmiramyon jigum phuninde<br />HOLD TIGHT BABY<br />TIMELESS igasume mudoyo<br />sungane yorbyong chorom jamshiman aphur phunini<br />WE BOTH AGREE<br />THIS IS TIMESS LOVE<br /><br /> Lol, guess this won't help much in explaining what it actually means rite? but it is so damn useful for those who want to sing along. And now for the english version of the lyric.<br /><br />TIMELESS (ENGLISH VERSION)<br /><br />No, you can't let me go.<br />Even though it's hard, stay longer<br />If I can see you a bit more,<br />I'd smile for the rest of our love.<br /><br />Timeless, this isn't a goodbye.<br />If it's one lefe, it's now, hold tight baby<br />Timeless, put it in your heart,<br />It'll just hurt for a while, just like the flu<br />We both agree,<br />This is timeless love...<br /><br />I leave with the whole world (I try)<br />Will the sadness leave as well?<br />You called me because you missed me,<br />The pain inside my heart will heal<br /><br />Swallowing the thousand tears,<br />Will I find out by then (will I?)<br />Hold my hand don't leave<br /><br />Timeless, this isn't a goodbye,<br />If it's one life, it's now, hold tight baby<br />Timeless, put it in your heart,<br />It'll just hurt for a while, just like the flu<br />We both agree,<br />This is timeless love...<br /><br /> Short but meaningful lyrics. Timeless love, or eternal love, are always there. This song somehow depicts that no matter if the one u love is no longer there for u... the love is still there, but it is no longer sweet, but bitter, but we will still heal from it, rather than dwelling deeper into it... well, that's something we need time to learn XD and yes, u can't learn it within one nite, but through a very very very long period of time... but don't u think it is worth it?meilinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04712094814504355882noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4431856007885732578.post-30678490671482824462008-08-30T05:08:00.000-07:002008-08-30T05:28:56.859-07:00MiSsInG...After so long, finally, i found the mood to write something here again. Again, I MISS HOME.<br /> Due to final exam, i've decided to stay in hostel for three weeks without going back, the purpose, to study, study and study. But unlike last time, i can't manage to concentrate much in my studies. maybe it is because of the changes in environment, and probably it is because my laptop is tempting me every second every minute whenever i sit down infront of my study table preparing to tackle down each and everyone of my syllabus. During this period of time i'll be in the world of books, where all i can see is book, talk book, and probably listen book, but for this sem, something changed me. I have become more relax when it comes to exam. Somehow, the answer is within me, why did this happen, but i can't admit it loud and clear because this is the path i choose. Maybe everything seems perfect now, but deep down in my heart, it might not be wat i wanted. but wat can i do...? I've come this far... i can't give up now and waste everyone's effort rite? How i wish, my heart is as tough as steel, but no... i need to think about others too. I'm tired of striving for the best in exams, i've miss so many things along the way. In a way, exam is a waste of time, because it stop you from doing the most important thing, such as being with ur family.<br /> It wouldn't be exaggerating to say that, due to exam i've become emotionless. All i do is reading from a book, wat emotion can i get? Well, probably a worried look whenever there is something i dun understand or i dun seem to remember. And it affects my reading behaviour for the rest of the day, in which i might not be able to concentrate on other subjects. <br /> But nevertheless, no matter wat results i've achieved, i've done my best, and there is nothing i can change anymore. So gambateh and all the best!!!meilinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04712094814504355882noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4431856007885732578.post-39240630890819849372008-08-18T05:13:00.000-07:002008-08-18T05:37:58.905-07:00iNdEpEnDaNtThe first step into college is equivalent to the first step of independent. And all these while, everyone thought that it was great that i finally could be independant. Although i dun admit dat i'm 100% independant, but at least i have achieved already 50 % of it, and it is consider as a big leap for me. From being a person who don't know how to wash clothes, a spoil brat that don't have to clean her own room or tidy her bed after she sleep, i can say that i've changed. Although being independant is a good trait but somehow people can get tired of being independant.<br /> Maybe there are some of you out there that do not agree with me. But honestly, i hate being independant always. If everyone is able to be independant, then the word dependant wouldn't have been introduced at all. Sometimes, people need to depend on other people. I need to depend on someone too. But, whenever i look around, i'm alone. I'm not whining on cleaning the room or anything, it's just sometime, my heart feel tired too... and i really want to depend on some. I'm human too u know...<br /> I'm tired of being always independant...let alone, most of the time being independant means that you dun need anyone and that you will be alone, and being a libra it's hard to cope with lonliness. Being independant somehow shows that you dun need other people to understand you, you are fine by urself, and you are better off without anybody. And somehow, people around you will think the same thing too, and will tend to mix around with you lesser. Hence, how can all these be good? Maybe others perception towards independent differs from mine, and some might not agree with what i say here, but this is how i feel. I wish there was someone there who could let me depend on...Rather than the way around... People depend on me... but who can i depend on? Can anyone give me answers...?<br /> If i had a chance, i really hope that time could go back and change who i am now... not being an independant person....meilinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04712094814504355882noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4431856007885732578.post-68762585463424386272008-08-15T10:50:00.000-07:002008-08-15T11:35:58.463-07:00MeiLiniZation?MeiLiniZation...<br />Definitely not a big word you will encounter in your studies<br />It's just something that my friends came up with to generalize all my funny gestures...<br />That's the best i can come up with...will share with you guys later the details of it, or maybe my friends can provide a better example than me<br />2 am in the morning and there's nothing left for me to do than staring at my laptop deciding what can i do next...so i decided to take a look at my friends blogs...well at least it involve doing something, so i decide to create my own blog too...and live my life as a blogger XD (hopefully it'll last long enough)<br />All my friends blog. Well, at least most of them. I'm really curious what was the attraction there since one of my friend would rather blog than to chat with me! You know who you are XD! Hence, i've decided to give it a try and find out the answer for myself. Reading other people's blog might be fun, but when it comes to writing... blank. It is harder than coming out with a 1000 word assignment due to we will be pouring out our thoughts to people that you might not know. But nonetheless, there is always exception and changes, i guess by blogging, it somehow help you to enhance your confidence and somehow it allows us to share. LOL, getting late and i'm talking crap. I better end here before i starts to give lecture like a lecturer XD.<br />But to all my bloggers friends, yoroshikun ^^, i'm stepping into your lifestyle now, wakaka you'll be seeing me around now. XD just hope that my affection towards it don't die off<br />-signing out. 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