NeUtRaL

that is how i feel now... neutral... not happy and not sad... just in between of it...
Nothing's been going on in my life nowadays... even when we go out for shooting... it's just ok... because i never get to do anything... i like to call myself the equipment girl, at least i get to carry equipment. Or probably, i look like a nanny or something like dat because all the guys are running around chasing after stars and time, while i just sit there and stare at them...because all the position is fill up, and i have nothing to do...
In the office, well, at least i get to do some typing and stuff. but it's really little. so again, i spend my time in the office spacing out and stare again out of the window... LOL i can consider myself as an expert in staring now... because i've been spending so much time doing it that i think i have already master this particular 'skill'.
Oh, and not to forget, i'm also a driver to my fren. Although he's been threatening me by saying he wanna fire me, and always scolds foul language in the car, always frighten me in the car, well, i still seek comfort in it, because it makes me un-neutral. because he makes me laugh. I MEAN LAUGH OUT LOUD (LOL), ROLL ON FLOOR LAUGH (ROFL). of course i dun roll in my car la. and i can laugh like from ampang to wangsa maju, and ppl keep staring out of their car window at me! and I LIKE IT!! wanna do something crazy!!! anyone has any idea wat i can do to color up my life?? XD

I'm A LoSeR

it's been like so long d, i've only manage to write like 10 post in my blog, T.T i can even count using my finger. Jon in the other hand, wrote line 30 over post. seriously, this blog thing is not working for me, whenever i have the inspiration to write, i will lost it immediately after sitting infront of it. I'll be thinking, 'this sux, so lame'
yes, my life is lame, haha if i were to blog everyday, it won't be a blog anymore, instead, it'll be like an educational discussion board, by putting down or doing short notes on wat the lecturer have taught everyday.
I'm still searching for that adventure though, the one in which i can go thru it myself, and probably write a story book about it. like wat frodo baggins go thru, but of course la, i dun expect to duel with magician or running away from troll and all that, just something out of the ordinary. because seriously, this type of things just dun happen in my hostel room. unless... well, someone is willing to take me to a journey XD.
last exam paper ler, no mood to study... T.T i've given up on A's and aiming only pass from now on, life is so much simpler and easier and more relaxing. compare to last time. haha, working life is coming! to good part is no more exam!!! yeah!!! the down part would, i have no idea wat i'm putting myself into. XD new environment, new working method... seriously hope everythings goes well...

nOtHiNg MuCh

Finally~~~~ the exam is ova!!! i mean for this week la~~~ still got one more paper after chinese new year, but that could wait! need to prepare for chinese new year!!! SERIOUSLY NEED A HAIR CUT!!! but it'll be like so expensive everywhere now. I'll just have to see wat i can do.
Went out yesterday with my fren. Hmmmm i notice, ppl from Klang are so much nicer. hehe :p. haha, i mean, i'm from klang, i'll definitely feel more comfortable with ppl from klang, because our way of thinking are almost the same. i think. hehe but anyway, went out with my fren to KLCC, haha, and notice, i don't have wait normal girls have. the instinct to shop!! She was looking thru and trying clothes, but i was looking around and commenting on it. Nice clothes are always expensive, those that you can afford, well, you should know. You get wat u pay for.
well, even though i dunno how to shop, i enjoy going out with her, i mean, she's the type of energetic person which is nice to talk to. Although after exam all of us are like so~~~ tired. but oh well, at least i'm not stuck in the hostel like always. and i really miss going out with fren, miss them a lot, very long no see them le, always busy busy busy... haiz, it's hard to secure between friendship, and work and not to mention love. but will need to try to learn it.
Internship is starting next sem le... i won't have much time to see him le i guess, if there is OT, which i'm pretty sure there will be. haiz, i know myself, i can't concentrate two things at one time. even though i put lover in the first place, but naturally, it will look like i will choose work more. but wat to do... he's pushing me to work oso... just hope in the end if i marry my work... he dun regret.

tRiBuTe To JoN

LOL jon, this is especially for you...
haha, since in one of ur post u ask about how ppl think about you? well, let me answer it all here. (if i can manage to remember everything).
and another reason is... yeah... just wanna find something to write.

高攀不起 well, this word is, yeah suitable for you when i first saw you... when i was sitting opposite of you during the post mortem thingy, when i was first elected. LOL, i was cursing underneath my breath. HAHA ESPECIALLY UR FACIAL EXPRESSION!!!

But yeah, after knowing you, it's all well different. From 高攀不起, you become 可爱体贴. haha, is that good enough to describe you. Well, it's really hard to get angry at you, well although i do get angry with you sometimes. lol, need i mention on what matter? yeah... i bet you know it. haha but other than that, you're a great friend, and most important of all, you're my bo-or-ring partner! can't find a person as lame and as boring as you, other than me of course.

you are also very 三八 sometimes, especially in msn... LOL. huh... i can't remember anything d... lol... well anyway... for my conclusion, you're a good person, great friend... so that's all, i'll put in ur comment if i remember anything XD

rEaLiZe

My cousin send me a link to her blog, and ask me to read it when i'm free. (Seriously, do i give all you the impression that i'm busy always????) And i was SHOCKED!!!

As you all know, my blog is always boring and long, and it's like extra assignment and stuff. Some of you would immediately lost interest just by entering into this webpage. Ok, back to my point, MY COUSIN'S BLOG REALLY SHOCK ME!!!

Don't get me wrong here, it's not like she got any obscene photos or anything, it's just the way she writes it, hah! and i tot i know my cousin well all these while.

The short forms she used, omg, i din't expect her to come out with all these, it's totally up to date, and her English, well i dare say, her's will be better than mine when she reach my age. I feel sad and disappointed at myself after seeing her blog...

And hers is brief and easy to understand, not like mine long and boring. D= Mine sound so traditional... its sad to think about it... it makes me feel old...

But anyways, its good she started blogging. i get to know her more like dat, because i like only get to chat with her during CNY because other times, i'll be busy or she'll be busy. so... hope to hear more from you...

ThE aLLeN aNd CrAiG sHoW

Well, the first time i see their youtubes was because of the Twilight Trailer, hehe, and trust me, T.H.E.Y A.R.E H.I.L.A.R.I.O.U.S!!! hahaha

but some of my friends don't like it, but i dunno, i watch their trailer spoofs, their own show, it was great!!! they are great as an editor, as cameraman and also as script writer, although not much script is provided. (Allen is cute).

i dunno, but everything about them just seems right, their accent is cool, haha, especially in on episode where they are teasing each other about their accent.

Well, practically, Allen is like the cool guy in there, which tries to get his friend into trouble, while Craig, is just plain cute. haha. well, for those who are interested, just go to youtube, and search for the Allen and Craig Show, you'll get my point. XD

GoT tO wRiTe SoMeThInG

ok... it's been long since i've post... jon's in the blogging industry now...XD and i dowan to lose to him, that's why i'm sort of like forcing myself to write something.
Well, today is New Year, so Happy New Year everyone! Went out with my bf at nite, we went for dinner (actually he went for dinner), and we drank sparkling juice in the car. He 'corn' me by saying it's wine. and then he fetch me back to hostel.
End of story, haha lame rite, well i'm learning to cut things short, because i know if my post is too long, no one bothers. haha so why bother writing so long in the first page. See ya all tomorrow. BB XD