NeUtRaL

that is how i feel now... neutral... not happy and not sad... just in between of it...
Nothing's been going on in my life nowadays... even when we go out for shooting... it's just ok... because i never get to do anything... i like to call myself the equipment girl, at least i get to carry equipment. Or probably, i look like a nanny or something like dat because all the guys are running around chasing after stars and time, while i just sit there and stare at them...because all the position is fill up, and i have nothing to do...
In the office, well, at least i get to do some typing and stuff. but it's really little. so again, i spend my time in the office spacing out and stare again out of the window... LOL i can consider myself as an expert in staring now... because i've been spending so much time doing it that i think i have already master this particular 'skill'.
Oh, and not to forget, i'm also a driver to my fren. Although he's been threatening me by saying he wanna fire me, and always scolds foul language in the car, always frighten me in the car, well, i still seek comfort in it, because it makes me un-neutral. because he makes me laugh. I MEAN LAUGH OUT LOUD (LOL), ROLL ON FLOOR LAUGH (ROFL). of course i dun roll in my car la. and i can laugh like from ampang to wangsa maju, and ppl keep staring out of their car window at me! and I LIKE IT!! wanna do something crazy!!! anyone has any idea wat i can do to color up my life?? XD